update!

WOW- so i have been super busy these past couple weeks. I started my new job and i have no time for Zander or my family. i finally have today off---and i am trying to get stuff accomplished---i hope i can get it all done. The job is going preety well, but it is a tough adustment. I am trying to learn the best i can and as quickly as i can---sometimes i can't live up to my expectations. i guess i'll havet o get used to it. Zander is also trying to adjust. he just went from - being at home 24/7 w/ mommy to having to go to a school and learn there ways atthat place and then going to daycare afterwards...that's gotta be tough on a kid. Now he will be going to adifferent daycare starting on monday. I need a daycare that ican be 100% reliable and i guess that is what we are going to have to do for now--- until he is in school FT. Gordo has been really busy to- his work is getting kinda crazy (i hope it settles down and he can be more relaxed.)