OMG--- my family!!!!

so i have to rant about this
it has bothered me for 2 days now---and i can't sleep

so Thursday was the 1 year anniversary date of my mothers death and i asked my father if he would like to go do dinner. i didn't want to make it a sappy dinner and be all sad- i just thought it would be nice to be with my family. so i asked dad if he wanted to have anyone else there he said sure and it ended up being... me , dad, my sister Lorie, & 2 brothers Tim & Andy. i had a really good time believe it or not. it was a nice dinner and entertaining..plus i enjoyed being with just my immediate family. there was no sadness or drama or anything like that (which is shocking, because in my family there is always DRAMA)
well then there was the after dinner- my brother Tim wanted to do coffee in the shop next door- i wasn't going to go and neither did some others.... but then--- my dad forgot to give Tim his camera and was driving his car- sitting in the middle of the road trying to talk to me, so i just took the camera and told him I'd give it to Tim--- so i went in the coffee shop to find them... once i gave him the camera i was going to leave, but i had to stupidly ask what was wrong----well..............DRAMA!
my brother was concerned about my fathers health, and grant it so was I. my sister didn't seem to concerned, but the conversation became this big freaking drama case. and not only that- i feel as if we repeated ourselves 1 million times. what could have been a 15 min conversation of our concerns for our father just dragged out and i felt uncomfortable at times. i know how i feel about my father dating others and right now i do not like it, but that is something i have to get through... i also don't like that my father is a completely different person and avoids his family, but i hope that he comes back around after he establishes a relationship. when i expressed these feelings to them- i felt like they looked at me like i had no clue to reality and to get over myself....... um---- shut the f*ck up... i can feel and think however i want. but- nope the conversation just had to be dragged out and kept going and going........
i know that my nice evening out with my family just went bad. i couldn't wait to get out of there and be in my home with my NON DRAMA family. i think my sister was starting to think the same thing. it just bothered me so much- it's like i can't even be around my family for more then a couple hours anymore... especially my brother, i love him & all but he is either always busy or is trying to sell you something or it's like he has to prove something to you..... which isn't the case- i am your family so don't try your shit with me.
oh, if you are reading this and you are my family... just remember, this is what i think/ feel and i don't care to prove anything to you. i am who i am and at least i am sincerely happy being like that!