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so i have taking care of my problem. if you previously read my blog you should realize that the prior email isn't there anymore---i realized that i shouldnt worry bout the situation and make myself sick about it. And just in case anyone is wondering.THIS IS MY BLOG AND I CAN SAY WHAT EVER I WANT! I opened this blog so that i could speak my peace and if people dont like it then they dont need to read the damn thing. my friends and family will read and if they dont like my particular post they are more then welcome to wait until the next one comes along.
so i took care of my problem and i am hoping that i am less stressed--- ever since the situation started my head has been hurting---the dizzyness set in (vertigo) & my tension headaches have come full force--- so i took a pill today and tried to relax and forget about the problem. it only worked alittle bit, but i know if i keep working on it - my issues will go away and i will be back to normal soon.

my next big stress is this Thursday---Thanksgiving--- i am doing dinner and i have to get my house clean. i have the kids tomorrow until about 1pm so as soon as they leave i will be in full cleaning mode. After Thursday it will be full force xmas!!! Can't wait! everyone keeps asking me what to get for Zander--- i havent got a clue. he has everything and doesnt play with it. i have been looking for a very large and long outdoor slide to get him- he loves the slide...that would be a great gift so he could start using it in the spring...but we'll see what happens. Well i gotta go and play with my kids (Gordo & Zander)lol----later!